Life Currently

Well... it's been a few months. I ended up getting that job that I mentioned in my last post, finishing off my last full semester with a 4.0, and am now in my last two classes of undergrad. How the hell am I graduating from college soon?! It's really not settling well with me. I feel as though my college experience is not the typical one people have, as I started with community college and moved across the country to a place where nothing was familiar to me- and then back home early because I learned I liked being home more and, yanno, saving on an expensive apartment was also a plus-side to being all online my last couple semesters. I really wonder sometimes if I would've stuck it out in Florida where my life would be now, but at the same time, I have absolutely loved being back home (despite the snow we had this past winter...). I learned that I would much rather prefer to be close to home and all of my people (at least for the time being). On another note, I applied to an OT graduate program recently. I still would love to be an OT, but I do have to admit after working in the medical field currently as a medical assistant alongside nurses, a career in nursing has really crossed my mind recently. I'm really stuck on those two career paths and am not sure which to do, but both are great fields, so I know whichever way I decide to go I won't regret it! Life is crazy and people are allowed to change their minds, it's just sometimes (most of the time) a very stressful process. Another part of me wants to take the easy way out and find a job with my degree because the thought of 2+ more years of school doesn't sound that appealing- but at the same time, I can't really imagine my life without school. Decisions decisions!!! Also, how is it already almost July?!