I Am Capable

I think I have felt every single emotion in the last few weeks. From feeling happy due to being accepted into an Occupational Therapy program, sad and heartbroken from losing a loved one, feeling overwhelmed and stressed after hearing about how my life may change in January once my program begins, and more- I seriously think I've felt every emotion and just wanted to scream at times. Being human means feeling emotion though, and I know this- therefore I allowed myself to feel what I needed to feel and am still trying to remain grateful and positive despite not fully knowing what's to come every day. Your future is a scary thing to think about, and getting older also means making hard decisions... even if you genuinely just don't fully know what to do. Although I am super excited to start my Occupational Therapy journey, doubt and worry creep into my mind and make me feel as though I am not capable of such a hard thing. With it being such a busy and time-consuming schedule and all the hard work that comes along with it, I keep finding myself more stressed and nervous than excited. This, I know, is a completely normal thing to feel and I just have to remind myself that I have done hard things before, I am capable, and everything will be okay. I just have to get into the routine of having school again and prioritizing my education, along with my mental health, and I know I will be okay and great. I will have to find a balance between school and life, along with finding a way to make money despite not having as much time- but I know it is possible and I know I am capable. So if anyone is facing similar feelings/life changes - you are not alone and you are more than capable to do anything you want :) Everything will be okay!!!